*big breath* Okies. I'm taking a big jump here. Like, scary jump. I'm going from Normal Yumi to Scene Yumi (FYI: the Scene style is like Emo, only more artistic and happy!). Tomorrow, I'm cutting my hair really short, dying my hair pretty dark, and wearing more makeup. Why? I'm not really sure. Ever since that incident with my dad, I gotten a new outlook on life. I realized that I've been hiding my true self all this time, and that's why I'm so depressed. Hiding your true self seriously brings a lot of pain. All these years, I've been trying to be the pretty girl with the dyed blonde hair, shopping for the latest fashions, acting like everybody else. And you know what? I've been miserable.
By becoming more Scene, I feel as if I've found my niche. I can be myself without any body judging me for it. Girls won't be saying, "OMG what is she wearing?". And even if they do, WHO CARES?! XD I can wear what I want, listen to what I want, and it will be okay! Ahh, my self confidence has boosted already. About 100%.

Hmm... maybe I'll post before and after pictures. What do you think?